Eva n Ae qa
Monday, May 30, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
MATICULATION 1st week!
ORIENTATION!
: reach asrama around almost 12 every night, dinner, bath, some time for my self be done around 1.30am and must be at Dewan the nxt day by 4am,, so woke up at 3.30am.. activity goes on the whole day with Labuan weather! And this goes on for a week everyday,, beat that!
: reach asrama around almost 12 every night, dinner, bath, some time for my self be done around 1.30am and must be at Dewan the nxt day by 4am,, so woke up at 3.30am.. activity goes on the whole day with Labuan weather! And this goes on for a week everyday,, beat that!
Monday, May 9, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Just somthing lame i come out with,, :)
Just bored, something random cross my mind when i was going around facebook so why not just blog about it,, :) but yea it is what i just think it is, tomorrow i might change my mind about what i just blog about but yea this is just for today and right now and maybe i'll just laugh about it one day,,
I learned that there's crush, like, love and selfish. For me, crush is when u look at someone and you just have to look twice than stalk for awhile than just dont care anymore when ur done. Like is when u saw someone who just fit the character of what u want ur special someone to have but doesnt mean his actually what u think he is when u gt to know him than u'll tell ur friend "i use to like that guy". Love is when u start to know that someone fully and found out u just cant stop thinking about him and u tried ur best not to hurt than loose him and u can get angry at him and being unreasonably jealous on him easily, but honestly i still dont really understand the word love yet, its just damn wide for me to understand yet, but we can see love thats for sure its when u saw ur grandparents still care about each other alot and after all this years they are still together and its jst the way they look at each other and wish things will stay forever and so scared about what will happen next. Selfish,,,,,,,,,,, he love u, and u know being with him is far better than being with the guy u have a crush on and the one u have ur eye on, the one u like. But,, his just not what 'ur ego tells u what ur type are' so u kept him close , giving him hopes cause u know that his the only one who sincerely love u, but at the same time u still hang around the one you like because yea ur just damn stupid thinking the one u like will eventually like you back. than when the time comes he will eventually realise what u are actually doing that ur just playing around with his feeling, so he left, and than u'll realise his the one who are always there for u and not the other one, than that'll just slap u badly.
I learned that there's crush, like, love and selfish. For me, crush is when u look at someone and you just have to look twice than stalk for awhile than just dont care anymore when ur done. Like is when u saw someone who just fit the character of what u want ur special someone to have but doesnt mean his actually what u think he is when u gt to know him than u'll tell ur friend "i use to like that guy". Love is when u start to know that someone fully and found out u just cant stop thinking about him and u tried ur best not to hurt than loose him and u can get angry at him and being unreasonably jealous on him easily, but honestly i still dont really understand the word love yet, its just damn wide for me to understand yet, but we can see love thats for sure its when u saw ur grandparents still care about each other alot and after all this years they are still together and its jst the way they look at each other and wish things will stay forever and so scared about what will happen next. Selfish,,,,,,,,,,, he love u, and u know being with him is far better than being with the guy u have a crush on and the one u have ur eye on, the one u like. But,, his just not what 'ur ego tells u what ur type are' so u kept him close , giving him hopes cause u know that his the only one who sincerely love u, but at the same time u still hang around the one you like because yea ur just damn stupid thinking the one u like will eventually like you back. than when the time comes he will eventually realise what u are actually doing that ur just playing around with his feeling, so he left, and than u'll realise his the one who are always there for u and not the other one, than that'll just slap u badly.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Tug of war
First u make me receive a text that i got chosen 4 plkn,, and it just tore me down. I was at my tuition during that time i receive the text and i just start crying. I tried my best to accept that i'll be in a 'trainning programme' for 3 months,, the first badge name list are out but my name wasnt in. So that mean imma be darker if i am in the second badge because its 'suppose' to be musim kemarau,,, so, around beginning of this month i found out that i got chosen for second badge but thankfully my camp is at Serian so i start to check out who got the same the same place as me and really happy with it.. I got myself ready for it mentally and keep talking to my friend who got the same camp as me about it and what we'r gonna do, how to bully each other..
Than yesterday i heard the result for Matrix are out so i checked mine up too and 'tadda!!' I GOT IT! yes i am happy,, but hmmm i have really get my self 'mentally ready for the plkn going with my friends where in the first place i curse fate alot for putting me in,, than nw when i really wanna go for the plkn u put me for the first intake of matrix nang kacak lah,,,
>>>> fate ur really good in playing the tug of war...
Than yesterday i heard the result for Matrix are out so i checked mine up too and 'tadda!!' I GOT IT! yes i am happy,, but hmmm i have really get my self 'mentally ready for the plkn going with my friends where in the first place i curse fate alot for putting me in,, than nw when i really wanna go for the plkn u put me for the first intake of matrix nang kacak lah,,,
>>>> fate ur really good in playing the tug of war...
Monday, April 18, 2011
KEM JUARA SERIAN
I got into PLKN second badge! I am so fucking scared!
It will be 3 months! NO entertainment, almost no phone, no friends, no party, no liquor, no 'nyawa' , no family! Lord God help me to go trough that 3 months,, please,,,, amen!
It will be 3 months! NO entertainment, almost no phone, no friends, no party, no liquor, no 'nyawa' , no family! Lord God help me to go trough that 3 months,, please,,,, amen!
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Christian -Muslim
Saw an article in MSN Malaysia about the Bible controversial that have been going on in Malaysia for about a year or two i am not very sure. The problem was that Muslims dont agree with the used of the word Allah in our Christian Bahasa Malaysia Bible, so our 'kerajaan' come up with a plan that all Bahasa Malaysia Bible will need to be stamped "Christian Publition".
On my point of view as a citizen yang very gago, yeah,, atlist they mad an effort and trying to achieve that 1 Malaysia stuff lol,,
Now lets hope that our own citizen help in to achieve 1 Malaysia too and stop rubishing about each other religion and disturbing Churches and Mosque. Really annoyed after what happen to St.Thomas church last year where ol the windows been smash and all and also read in newspapers that mosque got disturbed too,, i really dunnot want 13 May to ever happen again,, :)
On my point of view as a citizen yang very gago, yeah,, atlist they mad an effort and trying to achieve that 1 Malaysia stuff lol,,
Now lets hope that our own citizen help in to achieve 1 Malaysia too and stop rubishing about each other religion and disturbing Churches and Mosque. Really annoyed after what happen to St.Thomas church last year where ol the windows been smash and all and also read in newspapers that mosque got disturbed too,, i really dunnot want 13 May to ever happen again,, :)
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