Just bored, something random cross my mind when i was going around facebook so why not just blog about it,, :) but yea it is what i just think it is, tomorrow i might change my mind about what i just blog about but yea this is just for today and right now and maybe i'll just laugh about it one day,,
I learned that there's crush, like, love and selfish. For me, crush is when u look at someone and you just have to look twice than stalk for awhile than just dont care anymore when ur done. Like is when u saw someone who just fit the character of what u want ur special someone to have but doesnt mean his actually what u think he is when u gt to know him than u'll tell ur friend "i use to like that guy". Love is when u start to know that someone fully and found out u just cant stop thinking about him and u tried ur best not to hurt than loose him and u can get angry at him and being unreasonably jealous on him easily, but honestly i still dont really understand the word love yet, its just damn wide for me to understand yet, but we can see love thats for sure its when u saw ur grandparents still care about each other alot and after all this years they are still together and its jst the way they look at each other and wish things will stay forever and so scared about what will happen next. Selfish,,,,,,,,,,, he love u, and u know being with him is far better than being with the guy u have a crush on and the one u have ur eye on, the one u like. But,, his just not what 'ur ego tells u what ur type are' so u kept him close , giving him hopes cause u know that his the only one who sincerely love u, but at the same time u still hang around the one you like because yea ur just damn stupid thinking the one u like will eventually like you back. than when the time comes he will eventually realise what u are actually doing that ur just playing around with his feeling, so he left, and than u'll realise his the one who are always there for u and not the other one, than that'll just slap u badly.
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