Tug of war

First u make me receive a text that i got chosen 4 plkn,, and it just tore me down. I was at my tuition during that time i receive the text and i just start crying.  I tried my best to accept that i'll be in a 'trainning programme' for 3 months,, the first badge name list are out but my name wasnt in. So that mean imma be darker if i am in the second badge because its 'suppose' to be musim kemarau,,, so, around beginning of this month i found out that i got chosen for second badge but thankfully my camp is at Serian so i start to check out who got the same the same place as me and really happy with it.. I got myself ready for it mentally and keep talking to my friend who got the same camp as me about it and what we'r gonna do, how to bully each other..

Than yesterday i heard the result for Matrix are out so i checked mine up too and 'tadda!!' I GOT IT! yes i am happy,, but hmmm i have really get my self 'mentally ready for the plkn going with my friends where in the first place i curse fate alot for putting me in,, than nw when i really wanna go for the plkn u put me for the first intake of matrix nang kacak lah,,,

>>>> fate ur really good in playing the tug of war...

KEM JUARA SERIAN

I got into PLKN second badge! I am so fucking scared!

It will be 3 months! NO entertainment, almost no phone, no friends, no party, no liquor, no 'nyawa' , no family! Lord God help me to go trough that 3 months,, please,,,, amen!

Christian -Muslim

Saw an article in MSN Malaysia about the Bible controversial that have been going on in Malaysia for about a year or two i am not very sure. The problem was that Muslims dont agree with the used of the word Allah in our Christian Bahasa Malaysia Bible, so our 'kerajaan' come up with a plan that all Bahasa Malaysia Bible will need to be stamped "Christian Publition".

On my point of view as a citizen yang very gago, yeah,, atlist they mad an effort and trying to achieve that 1 Malaysia stuff lol,,

Now lets hope that our own citizen help in to achieve 1 Malaysia too and stop rubishing about each other religion and disturbing Churches and Mosque. Really annoyed after what happen to St.Thomas church last year where ol the windows been smash and all and also read in newspapers that mosque got disturbed too,, i really dunnot want 13 May to ever happen again,, :)

My 1st driving around without my mum. :)

The day start with me picking up Hariz than he drove my car to pick Barb than Iven join us for breakfast at Ipoh Town,, Hariz gt dstrb by two gay,, lol,, than we shift to Yado to meet Dom since his working there.. Really miss Sri Sarjana tuition memories hang-ing out with them,, :(

Then i drove home after sending Barb n Hariz, start cooking for lunch and the day goes on as usual,,

The night i was asked by my sister to sent her to tuition n pick her up again,, driving there was hell!

Recur

I am creating my bloog back, hell i go no idea what happen to the old one. Guess it just dissapear, if it really does i am so GLAD. Welcome again.